Friday, December 14, 2012

无题

童年阴影很可怕,会影响一辈子。。。

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

拿捏平衡很重要


有时做人还是不要太执着的好

委屈别人 也苦了自己



别人怎么想 是他们自己的事 

以后发生什么事 是幸福的 当然好 

发生不愉快的事的话 不好听 一句, “自己拿来” 


终究是他们自己做的决定 后悔 也是他家的事 

不好听一句, “关你屁事?”

风险自己承担 没的怨天尤人 
要怨只能怨自己当初的一个决定
旁人给予太多意见 扰乱了他们的想法 
以后发生什么不好的事 都跟你有关系
这样 好吗?



当然, 当别人需要帮忙时给予适当的援助是好的

但过分干涉 会造成他人的困扰



一切, 都需要拿捏一个平衡,众生才得以和平共存


*善哉 善哉*


why so serious?!?! 

第二章:不为众人所知的事实 (自己是谁,自己最清楚,什么都搞不清楚状况的,请自便,别来干预他人的生活)

自己是谁,自己最清楚,什么都搞不清楚状况的,请自便,别来干预他人的生活

天秤座的我 的心声

延续上一章:
说到家庭因素,我觉得多多少少也有影响。
家里如果都是女生,其中一个为了有能力保护家中的女人们,会变得比一般女生还要坚强、强势。
因为家中长时间没男生或有男生但是个没用的、会打人的男人,孩子必须担当起保护妈妈、弟妹的角色。

另一种,是家里爸爸的期待,希望家里有个有担当的男生,但在全家都是女生的情况下,必须要有一个成为老爸期待的那个人,而在期待下成长,久而久之,成了各人眼中的T

还有的,是叛逆,不想像全世界的女生一般长大、她们希望有非一般的成长经历,至少不枯燥,所以选择了当像男生一样的女生。



有的时间一到,想通了会变;有的习惯了,改不了。
有的到真正遇到让自己动心的才知道自己喜欢的到底是不是跟自己同一性别的,还是一直都走错了。

时机未到,无人知晓。

这段过程中,跟谁混,认识的人是谁,有很大的影响。
打个比方,在你很混淆的情况下,你身边的朋友积极的尝试影响你回到‘正途’。
你的反应可以有两种:
一,接受并认同她们对你的改造;
二,感到厌烦并影响友情。

对我现在的情况而言,是二。
我并不是没尝试过认同,而是无从接受,而延伸至厌倦。

从而,你会知道谁愿意给你自由,谁不会是你的知心好友。
如果混的是同一类人,换言之你就慢慢地接触到世界的另一面。
这类也有两种反应:
一,认同并继续;
二,反感并掉头。

等到那一天,
灯泡突然亮起,
你就会知道,
你到底是什么样的人;

但也许,那么一天,不会出现。。。

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Midnight Sun?

I am supposedly reading articles and see what am I doing now? 

BLOGGING~ 
HAHAHAHA

crazy me~ 

GOODNIGHT PALS! =D

均属个人意见


说实在,很多人还不能接受LGBT,尤其是老一辈的父母亲。
这是因为他们不知道为什么小孩会走上这条路。
反正现在闲着也是闲着,就写一写我对这个话题的一些看法吧!

我也许不是圈内人,不过我还是有上网看看我国一些网络红人的面子书profile
这才发现我们这一代的红人多数都是TB TG
世界变了。
我们不再关心帅哥美女的故事,
当今90后是由反叛唯美但主角坚持己见,不想世俗眼光屈服的凄美并特殊的爱情当道!

但,问题还围绕在,‘为什么女生会爱上同为女生的“帅哥”,
而男生又会和拥有相同性别的人相爱?’

以女生为例。(基本上,男女的concept 是一样的,只是某些因素与原先目的会不一样)
爸妈或一些社会媒体从小就会对我们女生灌输一些
‘不要跟男生太亲密、
男生很容易对女生(尤其是美女)起色心、
女生最好就是不要到处跑一免遇到不好的人’等等的话。

但当今21世纪有哪些青年不往外跑的啊? 

那些想在club/pub 游荡又不想整天被男生调戏的只有一个方法:扮成和男生一样的模样。
她们只想在club里玩得尽兴,不受干扰,并没有特意要把外貌弄得如此特别。
TG
她们不想放弃自己女生的外貌但又想像普通人一样在club里玩,不受打扰,所以她们就选择了和同为女生的人在一起,既有安全感,又有了能聊天的对象。

TB不只扮演了男朋友的角色,还有着女生渴望的倾述对象。
举个例子好了。女生通常对同性比较容易倾述心中情。
不是没试过和男生朋友聊,要他们能了解才行啊!
总总的对比之下,TB给了女孩一种前所未有的“适合”。
TB外表像男生有男子气概,能保护女生;内里卻是个百分百的女生,最能了解女孩的心事。在五彩缤纷的灯光下,女孩找到了一个能依靠的对象是很难得的,因此要她们放弃如此难能可贵的爱情难上加难。
她们会很珍惜当下拥有的一切。女人嘛,其实都很容易满足的。。。
既然男生给不到她们想要的,她们就自己创造咯!
结果形成了现今社会最为担心的不伦恋。

当她们正享受着她们认为的幸福时光,在外界的眼皮底下竟是如此不堪入目的现象。
你说她们不成熟吗?又不尽然。
她们有的试过抽离,但是好是悲呢?
要在一段刻骨铭心的爱情里走出来,撕心裂肺,不是异性恋的专利。

不是她们没试过当大众眼底的乖孩子,只是对吗?
同性恋除了我以上说的现代现象还有环境所逼,还有天生的DNA出现问题所致。
如何被环境所还呢?打个比方,从小就看着妈妈被男人伤害,
从此对男生有了“男生都是坏人、怪物”如此的阴影。
或家庭问题,从小家里少了男人,使得一些小女生自小就得背负上男生的责任。
而所谓的DNA出现问题就是某些女生一看见男生就反胃,碰到男生像遇到蟑螂一样;
跟女生在一起就不会有这种问题。(对于某些男生也会出现这种情形)

其实在女同的内心世界里永远都在怕。
害怕失去。害怕从此剩自己一人。害怕再也找不到如此适合的人了。
拉圈不大,不是每个都像自己一样。
说不定以后的对象因为害怕社会鄙视的眼光而放弃。
事实上,拉界很多都在情感上受过挫折,受过伤。
但她们仍坚持自己的选择,就算背负上离经叛道的罪名,众叛亲离,面对家人的反对也不后退,为的就是希望往后能有个和自己“适合”的人出现。。。
但试想想,就算对的人出现了,那又怎样?
她不一定和自己一样有着相同的信念。
说不定爸妈一句“不准”就动摇了。

不管是自己的选择,还是天生如此,同同的存在已经是不争的事实。
家长要学会放手。
我明白当父母的都对子女有某程度的期许。
不望孩子赚大钱,买大房子,只希望孩子们能堂堂正正地做人。
但当他们知道子女中做了一个分分钟会被人嘲笑,看不起的终生决定时,其实她们内心是不舍多过愤怒。
正所谓“希望越大,失望就越大”。
他们心目中的你们是多么的完美、宝贝,但当美梦破碎了以后,试问他们又能怎样呢?
父母亲也是人。他们也有他们自己的情绪。他们也需要在不顺心时发泄一下。
不要以为爸妈的责骂等同于否决。他们只希望他们的儿女拥有一段更好的未来。
当儿女的,试着跟父母好好聊聊内心世界,让他们清楚你到底在想些什么。
当爸妈的,也该放下身段,好好聆听儿女的想法,
清楚他们要的到底是什么,以后该怎么做,对他们才是最好的。
孩子们大了,有自己的思想了,就让他们有自己的空间,做自己想做的事。
就算跌倒了,也让他们知道,家里还有两老在等着他们回家。
没让他们自由发挥,随心所欲地做自己当下认为对的事,他们永运都会带着遗憾,痛苦终身。
没跌过,怎么知道痛呢?
更何况,这不一定对她们来说是一件不好的事。
如果对方是真心地对待您的儿女,能够相爱到老,总比嫁给一个自己不爱,也许只是一个人人认为合理的结婚对象来的合适吧!

劝世人一句话:放开吧!让青春的翅膀翱翔天际吧!


**以上一切,均属个人意见,不赞同的话就当我放狗屁好了。。。**

至:不合眼缘的人

我从来没有那么讨厌过一个人,除了你。。。

我平时超平易近人
认识我的都知道

可是谁叫你踩到我的尾巴?!
我这辈子没有恨一个人恨到这种地步

完全是
看到前面,憎到后面;
看到后面,完全想一只鞋子盖过去

如果要跟你面对面吃饭,我宁愿不吃,
因为肯定吃不下,而且会作呕

不要问我为什么
因为
太多原因了

也许
我就是无法跟你相处
就这样

Monday, September 17, 2012

Yes Sir, I'm One of A Kind


Yes Sir, I'M ONE OF A KIND, 
MISSING YOU 
TODAY without having 
THAT BASTARD around us, 
EVENTUALLY using a 
CRAYON to 
LIGHT IT UP 
like no one else. 

I don't know what to say no more~~

Sunday, September 16, 2012

弱小心灵

有些事,知道的太多也不是太好。
影响自己,影响别人。。。

不知道为什么,就是无法像对MM这样对你
我知道你对我超好,但。。。

也许童年真的对一个小朋友非常无比重要。
父母如果没有在小孩10岁以前经常陪伴在旁的话,
会变的生疏、难沟通。

到现在为止,我还是无法真正的望着他的双眼。

我怎么了?还是 DNA??

Saturday, August 25, 2012

New Sem, New Life, Press the Start button and HERE WE GO!

Just one line will do

STARTING NEW SEMESTER NEXT WEEK AND WISH ME LUCK !!!

=D

Odd Gathering

Yi Laine is back in town!!!!!

A reunion after 3yrs i guess? with the juniors i suppose, but only one siu mui mui turned up.

Talking bout this siu mui mui (Sam), i used to call her and the friends, 'the stalkers'.

Why? It's such a long story.

From my prospective:
I have this bunch of Chinese Club juniors who love annoying me. There were 3 who are more 'close' i shall say. (Name should never be mentioned)

Yes, Sam was who i called Stalker Number 2. After listening to her explanation, i shall clear the name and call her the 'little junior/ah mei (as what you always wanted).

Anyhow, I shall still blame you for spreading our info to other people, causing the entire 'stalking act' to begin... =P

From 'their' prospective:
I am a senior to them. Probably a more easygoing one. They said it was because I responded, but why do I not recall?? Oh well, so this is what they think about me, a cool-looking, responsive sometimes, and unique probably, senior.

At that time, I wasnt used to the bday present giving culture as how those juniors practice to me. I find it a bit odd for them to give me presents on my birthday. It was, just.... WEIRD

Back to topic, so yea, we three went out for an outing. We went for brunch, desert, movie (Borne Legacy), hangout and bowling.








Sam was acting so sleepy, Me and Yilaine kept talking about schools and all. Our school really changed alot, not as simple as what it was when we were there.....


Yilaine was so paiseh to talk bout her bf, Sam was in a sense~~, and me, still so random as usual... =P


My people, stay strong, stay pure, stay as who you are originally.
Continue to search for your true self and not get lost.

Who am I?

Who am I?

I believe everyone has been asking yourselves this question, especially kids of our generation.

 Keep doubting yourselves isnt the best policy.

Probably what we can do is, give yourselves some time to think about it, adapt yourselves in the current/desired lifestyle, think twice before making the most critical decision.


 Stay as how we are now? or give a change?

 This is always a question.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Rest 休息

Finally, we are done with finals and it's time for us to rest. HOORAYYYYYYYY So what to do next? U may think we can do whatever we want since it's 'HOLIDAY' but NO!! We still hav to work for application for internship~ And talking bout this, i'm seriously so worried~ application sent but no reply, or sent but when u called them, they tell u mayb u might want to send to another mail or procedure prob~ haih.... why oh why~~~
But now, i shall just leave that prob aside n enjoy my trip to tw!!! YES! IT'S TOMORROW getting ready, packing, cleaning n being physically mentally prepared for the trip. I do not know why, even though it's my third time to tw but still feel abit worried. Maybe because i arranged the trip slightly rush this time~ Oh well~ should be happy bcoz we get to tour arnd the whole island, just that have to sacrifice some energy to be able to make the plan works. What i wanted to do/get: 1. Albums perhaps 2. Clothes, accessories, shoes (high cut! If can find nice one =P) 3. Nice food 4. Snap nice pics 5. Meet nice ppl Do not know why but whenever i'm in tw, i feel closeness n belonged. Maybe the culture there is so closed to us n the ppl there are so nice that u feel u can be one of them^^

Sunday, June 3, 2012

busy busy and busy

Just done my mid-term test for Cost Accounting, but gotta work on 5 assignments to be submitted in the following weeks~ Conclusion: June is a super busy week... Even though I'm busy, I'm with my phone all the time and what I can do is...... . . . . . . That's RIGHT! SELCA~~!!! haha
And I did something silly too..... LIKE A KID!

Saturday, April 14, 2012

random~

Read back my old posts and realised i'm damn lame... ==
How could i write such thing on my blog? Oh god~ i must be really wuliao man!

So btw, just to update abit here~
My yeobo masuk hospital...T______T
Got dengue, fever on and off, but luckily now is under the healing progress~ phewwww
所以说,健康是很重要的!我们都要健健康康的生活下去哟~!^^

Then what else?
Ohyea! It's my dad's bday today! Happy birthday 老豆!
七十大寿,不得了喔!


Ate lunch with him and his old school friends and colleagues~~ once in awhile, ok la~

got alittle bored and made fun of myself....

Thursday, March 15, 2012

真的爱上京爷了。。。

最近啊,完全被一个以前就听说过但从来没认真听过她唱歌的歌手,张芸京!!
所深深的吸引了!!!(我说歌声~)

她太厉害了拉!
一次不经意的在看小猪主持的‘娱乐百分百’里看见阿京上节目,
听见她唱歌,然后就疯狂地被她所吸了过去~

后来就开始不断地寻找她的影片,看了她大部分在超偶的表现,
也惊叹,如此动人的歌声,如此震撼的表演,世间少有啊~~

我还发现,她是这么受评审与观众瞩目的一个选手,也曾被淘汰过?!?!
如果当时我也有在追‘超偶’的比赛的话,我肯定会哭死的啦!! T___________T
我的天啊!她是怎么撑过来的啊??
连主持人利菁姐都几个月没了她的消息,是每天把自己关在家里吗?!

后来举办的复活赛,庆幸的,把她‘救’回大舞台上。。。
(相信不见的那几个月,是在闭关,秘密练兵厚?哈哈)
完全被她的战斗力,抗压力,不死的决心所征服了。。。

她到底是怎么办到的啊?!
大家都说她太‘gin’了~
我却觉得,精神和身体状态必须互相配合,
大脑神经必须常常保持在战斗的钢索上,
一不注意,就会掉下万丈深渊~~
之前跌过的,学乖了,豁出去了,拼搏到底的精神,
大家都看见了,都听见了,结果是,都被征服了。。。

(我想,人人都有一个相反的自己,
被隐藏在内心深处某个角落,不想被任何人看见的吧?)


回到我自己~ 最近,机缘巧合之下,买到了京爷的两本书,开心死了~!!

忍不住想说:阿京,太帅了拉!!
(她的拼搏精神是我一直都缺少的。。。
所以从此我的座右铭会是:阿京精神,我拼啦~!!)

她的歌,每句歌词都打进我心底。。。
感情丰富的演绎,
有时会令人很想好好地疼惜她~~
换我照顾你吧,阿京~!!哈哈 (ps: 想得美~= =)

这张,我觉得超像rain的~哈哈

久违的唱k session~ ^^

好久没唱k了!! 但每次唱完都会有种意犹未尽的感觉。。。

yeobo今天带我去靠近giza的一间新的k-box^^

感觉不错,而且价格便宜!lunch time special (11am-2pm) 才 RM9.90 一个人。
唱不够瘾的话,加时(3小的时)也才 RM10 per student (如果有多人的话,只需 RM25 一间房!)

它上楼的方式已经够特别的了。有电梯!

Song list 说新不新,说旧不旧,刚刚好够用(哈哈!)。
最重要的是,它的点歌机是 touch screen!!! (很好玩!)

今天这场虽然只有我和yeobo,但还蛮过瘾的!(唱了5个小时,不过瘾都假的啦~)
尤其是飙高音了以后,竟然下不回去,那个才好笑。。。
当时我们很担心唱完以后会变高音,笑死!

唱了最多谁的歌呢?
有 : 罗志祥、周杰伦、张芸京、SHE、5566、王心凌、2NE1、BIGBANG、DBSK、一些些high歌、还有一些些英文歌。。。

除此之外,还发生了一件很诡异的事。。。(不用怕,不是灵异事件~ 哈哈!)

通常每个k箱都会有一个专门服务你的服务生。
今天服务我们的这个服务生还蛮‘可爱’的。。。
一进去,当然是先点食物和饮料。点完了以后,正当这名服务生要出回去的时候,他突然回头说,’小姐,你这头发很有型噢!很好看!’ 说完就跑去记单了。

我跟yeobo听完,两眼望两眼,然后狂笑!

然后,在唱k的5个小时里面,他就时不时地经过我们的k箱,要不直接开门问有什么需要,结尾一定加一句类似:
‘小姐,你这个头发真的很好看也!’
‘我也想酱剪~真的很有型!不过我都不懂要怎样剪。。’
‘女生也把头剪得那么有型,很特别叻~’

我心里OS说,‘小朋友,工作的很无聊厚?那么想找人说话。。。 = =’

我们俩其实没怎么理他耶,因为时间不够!!之前延长时间的时候,song list 有40+首歌,延期了以后又点过,40、50首歌的list好像没少过。。。 我的天啊!! 唱得好像在赶火车酱,不够喉!!
(我看下次要从早上唱到晚上才够了。。。 = =)开玩笑!最好有那么多歌唱啦!!

p/s: 嘉淇!我们等你回来哦! ^^<3

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

突发奇想~

我们这些90后的,好像都被那种所谓的理想教育理念机械化了。
被训练得必须向人人认为的模范前程前进。
每个小孩潜意识地必须有某种程度的成就,必须在爸妈的眼皮底下达成他们心中的理想目标。
但大人们有没有想过,这种‘理想’成就并不是唯一能让小孩成才的唯一出路。
也许,它是个不错的选择,不过不是唯一一个。

为什么每个小孩就一定要学好数学?为什么每个小孩就一定要精通语文?
其实,只要有个基本的知识就足够了。。。


千万不要小看自己孩子的潜能!很多父母啊,终是爱比孩子们走他们认为好的路。但,这样对吗??
打个比方,A小孩从小就被逼着读书,是考试的常胜军,可是出了社会呢?还不是当个唯唯诺诺的上班族。。。
B小孩从小就不爱读书那种事,成天在书本上画东画西的,爸妈都看不起这个小孩。但B小孩长大以后,说不定就是个人人赞赏的画家,名扬国外。


不是每个人将来都必须成为数学家。不见得每个人将来都必须成为医生或所谓的专业人士。
只要信念坚定,只要将来自己工作的行业是自己向往并有兴趣的,就已经足够了。


如果说,‘嗨呀,做这某某行业的,赚不了多少啊~’ 那可不一定!
如果是有梦想的,也能闯出一片属于自己的江山;如果自己对自己所干的行业一点理想也没有,那就算它是一份人人梦寐以求的工作,对你而言,也只是一份普普通通、赚饭吃的一种经济来源。。。


连梦想也没有的人,才是最悲哀的。。。
一辈子不知为谁操劳,为谁忧。
到最后累了自己,也累了你身边的人。


如果这辈子能找到一份能让自己到死也要捍卫到底、牺牲一切也不放弃并真真正正属于自己的使命感,那这辈子,就该无憾啦~~

各位,找到了吗?^^

Friday, March 9, 2012

Got nothing better to do

I realised I like to read other people's blog rather than writing my own~

My holz is just too long i think.
Since mid of December until end of March, that is almost 3 and a half months.

And what i have been doing all this time?

- I went to learn guitar(still very cacat~)
- Tried to read more on something useful for my future studies(but failed = =)
- Continue studying Korean( as usual)
- Exercise(三天捕鱼,四天晒网,算吗?haha!)

Ohya! and watch/listen to new songs!!!

BigBang 5th Mini Album!!!!!!!!!!



사랑이 뭔지? 재미 없어~ 제가 Bad Boy이니까~ *I'm singing my blues~~~*
Wow! FANTASTIC BABY.<3


Besides, recently there's this group called BAP has drawn my attention.


Totally addicted to their song 비밀연애 (feature Secret Song Ji Eun)

(BYG)
I Know It Ain't Easy For Two Of Us
That's Right Man But You Know What?
Whatsup!
Sometimes Just Don't Care What People Say Man
Things Are Goin' Crazy All The Time You Know
I Got No Choice Let Me Just Do This For Love

<3 아무도 몰래 사랑해~ 아무도 몰래 생각해~
세상에 너와 나만 알고 있는 사랑
하루 종일 널 기억해~ 하루 종일 널 사랑해~
감옥이라도 좋아 너 하나 너만 있으면 살아 <3

RAP:
(BYG)
누군가 알아채버릴까
맘 편히 못 걸어 다니는 강남거리 (ah~~)
어두운 밤 가로등 네온사인만이
우리 사이를 축복하는 이 꼴이 가슴 아프다
많은 사람들 앞에서는 반가운 말
단 한마디 못 건네는 나 애틋해
감성이란 틀보다
이성이란 틀안에 갇혀버린 우리가

얼음 위를 걷는 기분~ 하늘 위를 나는 기분
내 뜨거운 심장은 두근 두근 두근 Love
태양보다 뜨거운 너~ 얼음보다 차가운 나
사랑을 말 못하는 너와 나와 우리

<3 아무도 몰래 사랑해~ 아무도 몰래 생각해~
세상에 너와 나만 알고 있는 사랑
하루 종일 널 기억해~ 하루 종일 널 사랑해~
감옥이라도 좋아 너 하나 너만 있으면 살아 <3

You Don't Know Me, Never Ever Ever Know
You Don't Know Me, Never Ever Ever

RAP:
(Zelo)
전화 한통하기 어려워 매일 몰래
문자로 Talk Talk 해대 눈치를 보네
우린 사랑해란 말보다
보고 싶다는 말이 더
익숙해진 것 같아 그래서 가슴아퍼
온종일 끙끙 널 앓어
어딜 봐도 니가 보여서
더 보고 싶은 맘을 알어
옆에 있어도 푹 눌러쓴 모자 때문에
눈도 못 마주치는 이맘을 누가 알어

얼음 위를 걷는 기분~ 하늘 위를 나는 기분

이게 짜릿한 건지 애절한 건지
구분이 안돼 뭐가 맞는지

태양보다 뜨거운 너~ 얼음보다 차가운 나

오늘도 너만 아는 메세지로
내 상태를 트윗해 아찔한 기분으로

<3 아무도 몰래 사랑해~ 아무도 몰래 생각해
세상에 너와 나만 알고 있는 사랑
하루 종일 널 기억해~ 하루 종일 널 사랑해
감옥이라도 좋아 너 하나 너만 있으면 살아 <3

RAP:
(Zelo)
우린 어딜가도 늘 구석에 앉아
뭘해도 같이 못 찍는 사진 한장
그게 뭐 그리 중요해 내 옆에 있는데
뭘해도 같이 있는 시간이 내겐 더 소중해
(BYG)
우린 잠깐 스치는 시선에도 놀라
따갑고 두려워
누군가 이 비밀을 깰까
(Zelo)
그게 뭐 그리 중요해 내 옆에 있는 너
그리고 같이 있는 시간이 우린 더 소중해

그래도 너만 사랑해~ 그래도 너만 생각해
영원히 변치 않아 너와 나의 사랑
나보다 너를 사랑해~ 나보다 너를 생각해
아무도 몰라도돼 너 하나 너만 있으면 살아 <3

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

long time no see!

Omg, now only I realised I haven been MIA since 26th sep 2010!!!

Sorry guys, i was too lazy to update it...
There were nothing much for me to make special announcements too~ plus there are so many other mini blogs out there like fb, twitter, mtd, etc. (and weibo!) I can just post short notes here n there to make little shout outs~(i know i'm finding excuses~ zz)

So btw, since I'm here, there must be something special i would like to share right??
Yes i do~ there's this largest news happening one n i didnt not thought i would do this too~

I CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!!!

(Wait, that's not very shock, everyone cuts their hair once in awhile~)

I CUT MY HAIR SHORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(so, everyone cut their hair to make it short...=_=)

Stop interrupting me, u o/s!!

I CUT MY HAIR SHORT LIKE NEVER BEFORE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, this is what i wanted to say~
I never got my hair cut this short before in the past 20yrs! (to be accurate, 19yrs and 5months~)

This was actually something i wanted to do, but do not have the guts to do...
And god knows what happened that day, my legs walked me to the hairstylist and my mouth opened and told the hairstylist how i wanna get my hair done~

And this is what happened:




Once i posted this pic, i've gotten the most 'like' ever on fb~
(this shows how shocking it was)

What my intention was to have a change.
I was bored of that long straight hair which followed me for 20yrs~ (i mean 19yrs and 5months)
Plus the crazy weather made me made this crazy decision~ haha!

i have another 3weeks to go back to uni, so meanwhile i'm still quite free.
When to many places locally, spent much precious hours with friends and family, addicted to a fb game called 'my shop', played sims bcoz friends wanted some gifts and made me stuck with it again...

*NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO*

Besides, i did something crazier with,my new fav, samsung note!

Guess what, i am kinda addicted to selca now~ hahahahaha! Never thought of right? Same to myself~ lolx!
This is what we call 自恋......

$0, 3nj0y th3 p1c$ b310w~!!! ㅋㅋㅋ
(p/s: u may close this window if u see too much of selca and u can't take it anymore~ ><)




Comparison, before and after: (LOL!)